Anup - Served Fresh and Hot

Another lazy Sunday is passing by, but the good thing is I happened to eat few 'modaks' as it's Ganesh Chaturti today. Though I am writing this a bit late, but still I would like to call this as my Birthday Post. I just tend to write few things about myself here.

-> My name Anup and my nick name is......don't have any, anyways my name is just a 4 letter word so why short it further.
->I couldn't pronounce 'R' when I was a child. So I would say 'car' as 'cal', this is not all, I had my own list of funny words, like 'bashashe' for 'namaste', 'eehhh' for 'food'. Really don't have any idea from where these words came to me.
-> I have been wearing specks since my 3rd Standard. It started as -0.25 but now its -5.75 and -6.00. Damn I am virtually blind without my specks.
-> First thing one would notice about me is the scarcity of hair in my head. And I hate when people point out saying this, as if I don't know about that. People don't you have anything else to look at.
-> I had my first email account when I was in my third year engg. I couldn't think of any good name, so I named it 'brave_anup' and it went through in the first go.
-> There was a guy in my 12th tutions who taught me how to sign. The way he signed for me looked really good, but when I started adapting it, it started to look pathetic. Still I use the same signature.
-> I was very proud of my muscles during engg. because I did worked very hard for that. But it's all gone now, and its been almost 8-10 months I haven't gone to gym.
-> I enjoy reading, and have been reading a lot since last 6 months. I have also started to love Malayalam and Tamil songs, I should thank Bala for that.
-> I did my schooling from IGHS and would not like to remember those days. I am in contact with few friends, but still I would not like to remember those days.
-> I did my 11th and 12th Science from SMV college and would also like to forget those 2 years. I avoid having communication with those friends.
-> I did my engineering in Computers from DYPIET and those 4 years just flew by. If given a chance I would like to re-live those 4 years. Those were the best days of my entire educational life. I had great friends and I am in touch with most of them.
-> Now I am work with the World's Local Bank and thats HSBC, as a SSE. My interview is not less than a story.
-> I just cannot imagine myself without my office friends. I have been started enjoying life only with them. And we are a big group.
-> My mom and nani are the like icons for me, people can learn from them how to live a life even when you are surrounded my difficulties.
-> And last but not the least, I believe in the 'Power of Dreams'.

Wishing myself a belated Happy Birthday again.

Anup

Wait.........

Its been a long time, he had been waiting for a reply from her. His mind tells him that she loves him, but the other mind always goes on and starts creating doubt in him, does she really loves him? If she does, she would have answered his question.

It started almost 5 years back, when both were doing their graduation from the same college. It didn't just start in one day. They became friends, then good friends, then became very good friends. But he always liked her more than a friend and wondered whether she also felt the same?

It didn't take long  for her to understand, and one fine evening he shared his feelings. But she didn't respond, kept mum, infact tried to ignore him which hurt him a lot. So in order to prevent the relation from breaking, he backed off and pretended to be normal as if there was nothing in his heart. But he knew, deep down inside him, he loved her and cannot change that feeling for her.

Time flew by, and they both graduated, took different paths in life and carried on.

After few months she told him, she is with somebody, and that shattered him, his heart started to weep, but he never let her knew this. He congratulated her and she happily moved on without realizing how much he loved her. He always stood there waiting for her, but she didn't notice and his Wait is still continuing.

He tried to bury his feelings for her, but couldn't, as she was his first love and he just couldn't take her out of his heart. So he kept her thoughts deep inside him preserving all the memories he had. And as time went by, she lost touch with him and he wondered whether he should call her up and enquire about her? But he didn't because he knew he will not be able to hide his feelings and he didn't want her to know that he still loves her.

Couple of years passed by, he cherished those old momories, and last he heard was she went abroad to pursue her Post Graduation and also learnt that she broke up. This gave him a mixed feeling, was sad to hear she broke up but it also made him feel good about it. They started talking again, the Time Zone diference never bothered him, as he always loved to talk to her. The feelings which were deep inside him again started flourshing. He was happy, and one day he shared all his feelings with her, all untold things were told, and here he was again waiting for her reply. She kept mum, but didn't turn away like before, instead, respected his feelings.

He always beleived 'True Love Waits', and so he is, waiting, for 5 long years.But he is still unsure, are the things about to repeat itself again of will it be a new begining for him or will he be kept waited?

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This just happen to come to my mind while I was alone doing nothing in my apartment.

These are just my thoughts, nothing to do with anybody.

Happy Valentines Day

Feb 14, this is the date, which brings out smile on many faces and the most awaited day by all the people in love.
Yes I am talking about the Valentines Day.

On Valentines Day we think of those people the most who have given us the most memorable moments in our life, who brings out smile to our faces.
This is the day where all the loved ones express their affection and love to thier loved ones and build a special connection between themselves.
And its not restricted to youngsters, but people of all genre express their feelings to thier loved ones.

And I would like to wish all the people in Love a Very Happy Valentines Day and also to all those people who are single and ready to mingle.